I have been on and off drinking for a few years now. This time is different, I have a group of amazing friends that I have made over the past year who are just like me in that respect. Some have already made changes, some are in the process of changing their drinking. I am finding hard to believe that I am reduced to thinking about drinking. I love life, I love dragonflies, I love Owls, I love hummingbirds, I love dogs, I love cats, I love pasta, I love stars, I love moons, I love the sun wherever it is. I love my Mother, Sylvia, and my dad, James. I am blessed. I love my friends. I love life.